HAIR GROWS!

I've been putting off getting my hair cut for sooo long. And now I've finally done it. I got it cut just plain and simple like I like it by my usual hair dresser. It's a tad shorter now and I have a few layers. Overall I'm a pretty happy :)
This is what it looks like. LOL it doesn't even look like I've gotten a hair cut. But if you look at my wallet and how it's $60 lighter, I'm sure you'll notice it then haha!

And I thought I'd also include a picture of just one bit of decorations they have around the store. This is a particular favorite of mine and it was in the bathroom haha.

OH and I hope everyone gets my 'Hair grows' title joke lol if you don't, it's a reference to Sabrina the teenage witch. Here's the whole episode http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yiqnuk02-OU but if you just wanna see the hair grows bit it starts at 14:05

I just love it because it is literally the dumbest and most obvious thing and yet so wise and insightful. HAIR GROWS! Every time I get my hair cut, that is literally what is going through my head haha. I acutally also like it because I feel like it kinda also has a deeper meaning, or maybe I'm crazy. But like even though you're having a shit time or life is getting you down, there's a rainbow at the end and life goes on. I feel like there's always a hidden silver lineing. And that is basically what the whole episode it trying to say, at least that's what I take from it. And it's just good and reassuring to know that... HAIR GROWS haha! :)

Any way, stay positive! lots of love xoxo

My ride outta this place broke down.

Looks like I'm staying on struggle street just a tad longer. I requested an extension for an assignment and received two extra days. Hopefully I'll get it in on time since I've got another assignment I have yet to even look at due in a week -_-
I am currently at uni in a 24hr lab trying to do my assignment. All nighter woo hoo :( I've had two no-doz pills at once sooo.... If you never hear from me again, I'd be worried lol
Also apparently struggle street involves A LOT OF FUCKING PROBLEMS. I saw a dentist today and forked over $130 for him to tell me that my teeth are all effed up. No shit Sherlock! Pretty sure that's why I am here -_- he didn't even do anything!!! Raging!!! >:( I have to see him again tomorrow to give him so more money. Whatever. I'm so over it!!!

Anyway that's basically the latest update. Honestly nothing really different. Still wanting to die and still got a lot of assessments.

Byeeeeee!!!

Struggle Street

I am currently residing on Struggle Street but don't worry I will be moving to Sleeping Lane ever so soon. Unfortunately this move will not be permanent and I shall possibly be moving back to Struggle Street or perhaps I'll live on Hectic Madness Crescent.
I'm legit about to die. Blogger while on the loo because that is legit the only time I have to do this post haha someone PLEASE put me out of my misery.
I just pulled my second all nighter this month. And now I have to go to placement and actually take care of patients in a hospital from 7-3:30 lol I would not put someone's care let alone their life in my hands. I'm running on a lot of caffeine, drank a double shot coffee last night and I've had about 4 no-doz pills. If I die, please just let me. Lol (in case something actually does happen to me and someone from the hospital happens to read this (don't know why they would lol), know that I was joking. Do NOT let me die. I am for resus!!! Not sure about organ donation. Still pending. But seriously! Save me!).
I word of advice for anyone wanting to be a nurse..... DON'T!
That was legit my word. Not kidding. If I knew it was gonna be this much work and this much stress and this much lack of sleep, I would have become a stripper. Not even kidding.
I miss sleeping, I miss my bed, I miss my nail polishes, and I actually miss the gym. The awful feeling of letting yourself go is just horrid. I'm bloated all the time and I just feel so fat and disgusting. Can't wait till this is all over. People say to stop thinking 'I'll be happy when...' and start appreciating what you have now. Well trust me that's all that's keeping me going right now. The hope that one day it'll all be better....


I hope everyone else's life is doing MUCH better than mine! Love ya!!! Xox!

♡ OOTD ♡

Taking a break from hectic uni work and sucky life to post an OOTD because I think this outfit actually deserves its own post haha. It's pretty epic. Plus I think I look cute. I literally dressed up to go do an online quiz at a friends house (btw I think it needs to be mentioned that I got 10/10) then I went hunting for a frozen yogurt place and then I worked on my assignment at uni.

So the singlet is $5 from Dottie, skirt I've had since I was like 9-10 probably and it's wayyy too big for me (I was a huge kid!!!), scarf was given to me from a family friend, bracelets from maemovement, watch is Michael kors, and for shoes I wore $60 Ted Baker jelly sandals :)

And the new frozen yogurt place I checked out is in southport and it's so good! Really cheap too!!! It's called yogurt spoon and its near the chemist warehouse in central southport. Definitely going again!!!

♡ China Here I Come ♡

Taking a break from packing and organising to catch everyone up. I'm going to CHINAAA!!! YAY!!!
I leave for the airport tonight and my plane is at midnight so technically tomorrow. I don't really have much to say except that I'm excited. I'm going during chinese new year so I'm super excited to be able to celebrate that over there this year.  YAY fireworkssss!!! I think the last time I was in china for chinese new year was about 9-10 years ago. Dayum! I'm getting old haha! I promise to update everyone on the trip anddd certain other things that have happened during my holiday, when I get back. I won't have ANY internet connection whilst I'm over there so that means no blogging, no facebook, and the worst of all, no instagram D': I will only be able to access them if I have wifi connection and unfortunately all my relatives live in the stone age... and cause they're all old they really have no need for technology or internet. 10 Days and I will be back to civilization. Try not to miss me too much guys :P ♡
TTYL
Oh andddd since I will be away for V-Day.....
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE  (single awareness day for me )

Fun Run My Ass!

So as of this afternoon I am now registered to participate in the Gold Coast Color Run!!! Woop Woop!
What is this you ask? Well I believe that originally it was America based but now Australia is part of their tour. And Gold Coast is going to be held on the 14th of April. It is basically a 5k fun run that is super colorful. You start at the starting line wear a white top and at every 1k you get hit with a burst of color. So at the end of the 5k you are super duper colorful. If that didn't make sense then head over to their website (here: http://thecolorrun.com/), they do a much better job of explaining the event than me lol. All proceeds go to a local organisation and for the Gold Coast it is Ponting Foundation. This is directly from The Color Run website: The Ponting Foundation provides funding for a wide range of essential services that comfort and nurture young Australian’s with cancer while providing emotional support and financial assistance for their family.  They work with organisations such as the National Institute of Integrative Medicine, Redkite, Murdoch Children’s Research Institute, Children’s Cancer Institute Australia, to provide support for children with cancer as well as the development of research and preventative programs.

Later on at night at the gym I attempted to run 5k on the treadmill. Now I haven't been on the treadmill since my first week, I've mostly been sticking to the elliptical machine. OMG!!! I hate running! I am ridiculously unfit. I remembered why I hate the treadmill and running rather than the elliptical. Because in order to run and be on a treadmill, my whole body is moving. While the elliptical my feet are stationary and I don't 'bounce' as much. I got to 1k by switching between jogging and walking in 9mins. I did the math and if I keep that speed I should be able to do the 5k in 1hr.... I suspect I will ACTUALLY finish it in 2015 lol But I am determined to get fit before then and reach 5k without a sweat. 1k killed me -_- it's so much easier to do 2-3k on the elliptical. I guess the treadmill is going to be my new best friend. I kindaaa nailed 1k... Now 4 more to go!!!

♡ Wedding Attire ♡

So as usual I am lazy and have only now finally got around to posting my outfit pics. Soz! I'm sure you guys were sooo gutted those few days that I disappointed you. Any suicides cannot be directly linked to me... :p
Anywayyy I'll just get into it since I'm sure you are DYING to see what I wore lol

A brand spankin' new CUE dress for the momentous occasion. It was on sale for $114.50 from $229. I think this dress is absolutely stunning. The detailing is what won me over. The printed collar is so pretty but also the cut of the dress and the material that was used made it all come together.
Accessory wise I went with these geometric gem earrings from Lovisa that were also on sale for $5 from $12.99. And I wore my simple but classic Swarovski heart necklace.

These shoes... day-UM! These shoes made me the tallest person. I was taller than my dad AND my brother. I was a freakishly tall giant... wow I just realised that that was redundant considering giants are already considered freakishly tall so I basically said the same thing twice... aca awkward... (Im so lame. I need to get a life...hurhurhurrr) Anywayyy I've only ever worn these shoes twice, well now thrice...?...three times lol I remember when I first wore them.... OH MY GAUD! My feet went numb. I le-git-imately could not feel my toes. I think I've finally worn them in and they were... bearable.  I was originally going to wear my Mimco ones that had diamantes on them so that it could match my earrings but those are a felt fabric and I was worried about water damage at the time *sad face*. I can't remember how much exactly these shoes were but I'm pretty certain they were a little over $300. And the brand is House of Harlow, that's why they were so expensive. Darn Nicole Richie, producing unbelievably amazing things I need and envy but making it way too expensive for me to afford >:( ... I still love her. 

My clutch is from Colette by Colette Hayman at it was roughly from $30-40 I believe.

My nails were done by yours truly. I used Revlon's Black Lingerie and layered Portmans' Rose Gold glitter polish over the top.

And that is pretty much is for my outfit. I tried to keep it simple but stunning and tasteful at the same time

More selfies?  okok! whatever my adoring fans want   heheheee

This is kindaaa a better shot of the collar, kinda...not really lol maybe if i didn't have so much hair. But you get the point. Pretty, right? yeah!

Bro! Yo!

Zee new sister-in-law and I

She likes selfies too!!! 

AND..... one for the romantics out there! I told the lovely couple to just sit at the chairs while I take a picture from the back. Except the back area was a mini pool and I was literally on the edge of it... You saw my shoes! I was risking not just my dignity if I fell but also my hair and dress and makeup and everything on me. If I fell, it would have been cat-a-stro-phic. That's right! True dedicated photographer here! Always risking it all to get the perfect shot. Claps and praise are welcome...money and compliments too :P